I’m soon cutting off people, one by one, from my social network. Those who deemed unimportant or not related to me, I’ll delete them. I know it sounds harsh and stuffs, but I wouldn’t want have an impression where I’m not taking care of my social network, in other words, maintaining my image. Secondly, I want to have space in my contacts for my phone, so there won’t be any double account or random names where I don’t recognize them at all.
That would be all. And last but not least, I’ll be cutting off ties from my tertiary education soon. Sadly to say, I don’t see much benefit in them, except a few.
The night was cold, and the drizzle pelted my body softly. As beads of sweat rolled off from my chin, I made the move. Everything happened in a quick succession as if instinct took over me. After a feint pass, all my sense focused on the rim, and I hurled the ball.
“Nice one, end of game”, Ash declared.
I was like, the game’s done? I asked them for reassurance.
“Yeap, it’s already 11 points”
“Who got 11 points?” That was the stupidest question I ever come up with. Of course it’s my team, since it ended with me scoring the last goal.
After the basketball match, I headed home for a rest. I cooked up instant curry noodles with fish balls and black pepper corndogs, topped with an egg boiled together with it. It didn’t taste like what I did expect, maybe it’s missing something. So, next thing was watching Danny Phantom while eating my supper and straight to gaming. It seems I’ve been playing games more than usual, which is quite bad as I’m currently supposed to be doing a project with a friend. I’m still trying to wake up early as soon as possible to maximize the time potential, but it would usually turn out to be a failure.
After ending the game with a match won, I thought of having a midnight shower to cool of my body, and as usual, the accompanied by life reflection. But it seems I’ve been laid back these few days, and the pest has dared to venture out in the night. And so, it was time to Dance with the Cockroaches.
With a insecticide by my right hand, I felt ominous. But then, I used the water spray to wash it away instead to do the job, but it came back from the hole of hell and struggled against the current. And so, the wrath of Shana stroke the vile beast, vapour of insecticide rose in the cockroach’s defeat. And I continued my shower.
I remembered today’s visit to g-dad in Singapore General Hospital’s ward. He was breathing heavily on his bed. All I could do was waved at him and smiled when I entered the ward. He seems to have woken up from, whatever it was, but he looked very weak. My mum kept stroke his head, talked to him to entertain him, and I watched every piece of machinery available in the ward.
His heart beat was regular, thanks to the automatic inhaler stuff. And after 10 minutes or so, me and my mum bid farewell to my g-dad, and went off home.
The cold water droplets made by body shiver, and I came back to my senses. And I thought, start of today, I should be doing a descriptive blogging to entertain the readers. Though if they were to say it’s rather boring, then I shall not continue.
And here, I’m ready to publish the ending of a prologue in my life.
I feel like quitting the band… I don’t have anymore interest in it, though I had much fun playing with all of them. It’s just, I don’t feel like it anymore, and yeah… I’m thinking of quitting soon enough… Maybe after CX’s last jamming with all of us… Maybe…
Just woke up…. I think I need to change my body cock now, since heard the rumors saying school starts in the morning when it reopens…
*yawn*
Right now, I’m following 5 animes. Yeap, 5 of them. Shakugan no Shana Season 3, Beelzebub, Bleach, Fairytail and the Book of Bantorra.
Man I’m really tired…
Oh, my phone just got the update yesterday, quite awesome. Got some cool stuffs like Facebook events appearing in my calendar now, I can Facebook chat through sms-like system, and twitter integration. The perfect StalkPhone.
Oh, last Saturday, one of my friend went to my house for a project, so yeah. And yesterday, I went to her house to continue doing it. Oh, when she went to my house, my cat was really scared of her. Haha~ kept hissing at her like nobody’s business. Sad.
Don’t ask me how the cat fly. Got this while surfing for images.
Haha~
Alright, gonna do work and play. See ya~
Dreamt of her this morning / night. What I can remember is we’re in a very big school. Seriously it’s really huge! There were a lot of people inside, and all I can remember was someone was chasing after me and Shana, but not sure who was it. Oh, and she was quite short. Haha, cute~
Yeap, I just did. Lemme check-in into my house first.
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Alright, done. You should see the update in twitter. Haha~
So, this is how I look after jogging. I wore a headband while jogging, so I took it off and there you have it. Tied my hair at the back too. See the headband on the neck?
A week and couple of days more before school reopens, and I just got myself some work to be done with a friend. I hope I can pull this one off.
Ah yeah, went to help one of my friend with her work last….. Friday? Which eventually she dropped it. Went to Cat Socrates and stuffs, and took couple of pictures, too busy to take more.
Bought her a present for her belated birthday. Yeah. It’s belated. And the last picture doesn’t relate to her birthday by the way.
Oh, I also discovered a website with all the meme jokes, which I was actually trying to inspire myself for the new T-Shirt design. Which I suddenly lost track of time… T.T
But I saw this, and I remembered one of my friend. Haha.
Yep. Tried to stop that person. But it seems it’s quite hard I guess.
Au Revoir.
*swipes blog and blow away the emo-ness on it* Stupid emo side.
Uh yeah. So yeah. Uh…. Kay…. Hmm…. Yeah…. Err……….. Hmph….. Nggh….
Bah.
Anyway, I starting to feel like being a delinquent is fun. HAHA.
I dunno, punching people ain’t bad. Kay, it’s bad actually. But I think I wanna go for the silent and eye-staring act when school reopens. I don’t feel like making anymore friends in school. So, I think of starting to distance myself away from all of them. Hopefully.
Lol. As if I can do that. Kay actually I can. But… Only when I don’t really feel like talking. Meh.
Uh yeah. Just remembered someone asked to post some photos. *poker face*
So there you go. *yawn*
Uh yeah~ Today’s my friend’s birthday. I thought of givinghim an e-present~
Haha~ he deserves it. He’s the troll in my class, keeps on trolling. HEY~ a good sentence to design him a shirt!! Keep on Trolling~HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!
Alright, I got me some idea while blogging. WOOTS~
Or maybe “Everyday I’m Trolling”…? Hmm… gonna discuss this with my friends…. It’s gonna be an awesome shirt for him~ Haha~ Maybe Keep on Trolling would be better, with a stickman walking at the bottom with a troll face. ^^,
Hahaha, I’m smiling to myself while typing these. Maybe I should design T-shirts for my friends’ present.
Alright, times up. Nearing 3 am, I don’t wanna keep sleeping late. And later in the afternoon, gonna clean up my room, and then after evening, there’s gonna be upper body exercise for me. Busy busy busy.
Got myself carried away. I just shouldn’t have. It was all a hallucination. I’ve to distance myself…
Well, there’s another female character in Beelzebub, at first I thought she’s not really my stuff. But…. As episodes goes by…. Hmm.. Not that bad I guess. Wields a sword hidden in a pink umbrella.
Well, this pose is a bit scary, but I think her so called “soft-side” is quite cute too. But it’s being imagined by the main character’s friend, so not sure if it’s valid…
Yeah, the guy imagined her as his wife and stuffs. But he thought out loud and she heard it and was disgusted. Lol…
Cuteness of Sakaki from Azumanga Daioh
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Awesomeness Shana from Shakugan no Shana
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My beloved Kunieda Aoi from Beelzebub
Yeah~ 2 in 1!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~~ I’ve just fell in love with a new female idol!! KUNIEDA AOI!!
Starring in Beelzebub~~
She’s damn hot~ Damn strong~ Damn cool~ Wears a Damn long coat~ And she has a soft side~
My dream girl~~ K lol.. I’ve just talked about my dream girl here… Zzzzzzzzzzzz Anyway, suppose to go jogging in few more hours. Gonna have a hard time waking up later…
KUNIEDA AOI!!!! We can be partners in slaying monsters and villians in my dream world~ I hope I’m going to dream about something awesome with her tonight~ Monsters ain’t gonna kill themselves ya know~ Lol…
What I feel tonight.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!
I think I need my titles to be corrected, since most of my titles would only relate to the top paragraph, and has nothing to do with the rest.
So yeah, before dozing off, I feel like posting something, but I don’t have any ideas. So while browsing thru images, I saw this, and I thought I had to post it. And also, it’s related to jogging later on.
Haha~ I can imagine I’ve to piggy back someone and run around the 400m stadium TWICE. Which is not cool.
Hmm… I thought of posting what I’m gonna show my friend here… Should I..? Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
Alright, I’ll just post one. If my friend’s lucky to look at my blog and see this, well… My friend’s just lucky I guess. Maybe I’ll just post one.
The original looks like this.
I’m trying out Polaroid effects using Photoshop. So yeah… Did couple of these and stuffs… If anyone else want, I can try and do it for ya~ Or maybe I should put a tutorial here…. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm…
Edited : I’ve just realized I always use my friend’s photo to make them prettier, but rarely used my own… Sigh…
And that’s why I’d prefer to keep things about me to myself only, cuz people will start to think differently bout me the next thing after knowing about it.
Anyway, ain’t gonna swim today. Just jog and exercise as per normal. Oh yeah, Apple launched an improved iPhone instead of a new one, iPhone 4S. Well, if you look at it as a troller or something, Apple must have no more creativity to design new mobile phones and are slowing down in terms of technology.
But.
Apple is rich. You wouldn’t know what they’re planning behind the scene. One possible scene I could come up with is they launched little improved product like iPhone 4S, to actually test out their new technologies, which is for example the dual core processor and other stuffs. And with this kind of event where Apple launched a “not so wow” product", competitors might, I repeat, MIGHT, slack down a little over their satisfactory against so called “beating” Apple. So, yeap, that’s such one scenario. If you guys understand.
Haha, I think some readers won’t read this due to technological stuffs and looks boring. Oh well, back to gaming.
Looking forward to Friday.
Please give me some time to… Cry to myself…
*sob*
*sniff*
*sob*
*breathes in* Aaah… One thing I really don’t like is when my mouse’s battery is flat. Especially in the midst of the game. It happened once, but battery was stocked up, so a quick change was all I needed. But now… I haven’t stock my batteries…
*sob*
Anyway… Since I can’t play games for the moment.. Might as well blog, right?
But what should I blog…
*thinks*
*thinks*
Hmm… Maybe something about myself…
Well… This comes from logical thinking, and I’m not either degrading myself or praising myself or whatever. One thing about me… I’d always think that people hate me for something, but I wouldn’t know what. For example, I replied to a friend’s tweet, and I would wait for a reply if my reply is something the person should reply. But if the person doesn’t reply, then I would start thinking I’ve either pissed off the person on the spot (thru my tweet), or the person just doesn’t like me since the land before time.
I would always think that way, thinking I might have hurt the person, or I’m just unlikable and stuffs like that. If the person isn’t someone I’m close with, the thinking would just go away soon enough. But if it were someone close to me, it would etched in my mind for like, days until the person replies or when I asked the person why they didn’t reply.
I do try to think positively, for example maybe their cellphone battery’s flat, or is on silent and stuffs. But I just don’t like to comfort myself and think everyone’s happy with me all the time. That’s just me I guess. I dunno whether that’s bad or good, but… Hmm….
But in conclusion… I’m just afraid to lose everyone I’m close with… How it became different when someone just disappear, even for a short time…
Alright. I think I’ve opened too much. Haha. I’ll open up again next year alright~! Hahahaha!! (I’m smiling to myself. Weird.)
Finished jogging around 1930 just now. I’m still running for two rounds only, so I think by next week or so, might be three or four rounds. : )
Other than that, I’m training my upper body and lower body in alternate days. Upper body consisting pull ups (DO NOT UNDERESTIMATE MY FRIEND’S PULL UP), Push ups, Crunch, and these which I’ve not done them yet, swimming and cycling.
When I say pull up, it isn’t just doing a set of 9 pull ups or what. He would train me to do 3 pull ups, 2 sets, with SIX, yes, I repeat, SIX DIFFERENT WAY OF PULLING UP. So count that to 18. TAKE THAT GOLD MEDALIST. Hahaha. But I’m still not doing the proper way, just doing 90 degrees elbow and kept using my legs to force me up. Need more training.
For push up… I did only 2-2-1-2, three times. But my way of push up should be 5-5-3-3-4, twice or thrice. Twice first probably. Because my body’s just starting to do all these. So yeah…
Tomorrow’s plan is… Supposedly swimming… But most of my friends aren’t able to come… Hmm… If not, probably do upper body exercise as per normal…
PS : I. Hate. Flash. Seriously.
Yep. Totally awkward. Didn’t talk to them much. I think I’m really shy with new people around me. T.T
So, the left one is my daughter, and the right one is her mother. Uh… Well… Didn’t do much other than doing my own work in the library with them, and watch them eating. Yup. Watched them eating.
Awkward.
But it was a good thing to accompany them to Junction 8, got to visit this shop where I bought some stuffs. They have quite a nice collection of stationary (or stationery?) so yeah. Probably gonna bring some of my friends there to take a look at what they have to sell.
Yeap. Family outing. With my daughter.
Crowds : *Gasp* When did Shah get married?! He’s not single anymore?!!
Pfft. It’s just a daughter I…. picked up in Maplestory. Well, I can’t exactly remember how it all started… Now that I mention it.. I can’t really remember…
@.@
Hmm…. How did all this happened… I can remember how I met my guild master.. But I can’t seem to remember this one… I think it’s through a quest if I’m not mistaken… Oh well.
She asked me whether I’m free on Tuesday, which is today later on. And she asked me that because I suggested her to go out with me and her friends if she wants to to avoid her auntie. Maybe I shouldn’t have suggested that…
And I’m not a paedophile or a pervert to go out with a total stranger female student. Now I do wonder why I accepted her invitation…
Anyway, she asked me to go to Bishan by 0945 *looks at clock* might oversleep… Hehe… Not sure what we’re gonna do next, but if it were me, I’d prefer eating and then to library or something. This outing’s gonna be awkward. Damn awkward. How I wish I have someone I know will be following me later. T.T
Please PLEASE make today a good and not awkward day. PLEASE.
At first, I knew there problems need to be faced if I get myself into this, and I thought, with determination and perseverance, I can get through it.
Usually, I would ask myself, “What’s next?” whenever I thought if I were to successfully get what I want. I thought this time, I had it all solved out. But I’ve been thinking deeper lately…
There were other factors I haven’t taken into consideration before this… And now… Everything seems so… Far… I need to think back through again… And pray everything will be alright…
I need a new nickname. A name that shall bring glory, a name that cannot be forgotten in millennia, a name that shall carved deep into the minds of people. I can’t use “Hououin Kyouma” anymore. I need my own original name. Let Okabe use that, for he earns it.
My lecturer saw my previous nickname, which was MS Re3Z, but he said it looks weird, so he suggested Mocha Moshah. Looks nice, but I feel it can be better. I like the name ‘mad scientist’, gives me the aura of intellectually awesome in an villainous, but soft at heart scientist. So… What… Mad Scientist, Mocha Mosha? Meh… Don’t like the last part.. sounds nice but doesn’t look nice… Hmmm….
If I were to try Kingdom Hearts’ style… Xarzin Shah. Too… Weird… Like combination of Tarzan and some futuristic robot… Prince of Pershah~ Sounds like a cat purring… Haha.
Moreez Shah..? Sounds like Morris.. Ugh….
Reez Hopebringer… Hmm… My old nickname combined with the new one… Re3Z Hopebringer… Hmmm………..
Reez-One? One stop solution to all ur kitchen needs~
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Reezu Shana. Very Japanese~~ Me like. Should I? Shana brings lots of memories… A hidden agenda behind this name… I’ll keep it in mind, and blog too, first…
